Hi anybody that is reading my posts. I'm still keeping this updated as a journal of sorts.
The first thing is I receive my third setting yesterday April 30th to 1.0. It wasn't as bad a shock to my system as I thought it would be. Although it is very uncomfortable it still doesn't cause me any pain. My coughing side effect went away quicker this time then in the past. Maybe I am getting used to this? I have a new side effect though. I also have reflux disease and it feels like it is irritating this disease a little more. I am also still feeling very euphoric when it goes off. My non-epileptic seizures have seem to have gone away completely.
I have only 2 more setting changes till I reach my final level of stimulation. Unless the doctor changes his mind.
I am feeling very depressed today for some reason like I can't do anything right. I think more is expected of me then I can give under my circumstances. I'm not suicidal but am very tired and just want to sleep. I don't even feel like writing but I know writing is my escape and my release. I do it to feel better but it doesn't seem to be working very well today.
Well, thats my opening to the month of May 2007. if anyone has anything they like to share I would greatly look forward to any help. I really don't have any friends that I can speak of and use my computer as a release. So, anyone who wants to just talk I'd be happy to share my opinion, story, or any thing you'd want to talk about.
So long for now.
Paul
